Thanksgiving 2013

Today was a hard day. It is a day you are suppose to be so full of gratitude but as the same time I am so heart broken and hate the fact there is an empty chair at the dinner table. I should be feeding 2 kids, not 1. We spent the day with my family then went and visited our boy at the cemetery. Holidays are definitely some of the hardest days. I wish we would have had him at least for ONE year to celebrate all the holidays. It just doesn't seem fair.